hmm .yeah ,i did sth very stupid and the cycle goes all over again .fallin back .hais ,you'll never understand ): .i'm trying to forget it but i simply just cant .thats the thing ): .its hard .but i'm trying ): .
and its been on my mind all day .all might .SERIOUSLY .but those days were the best moments in my life .i swear .why am i afraid to lose you when you're not even mine ?
i just feel so lifeless nowz ): .errrh ,gosh .
i just sholudnt have .
fuck ):
wei , hahah ,though i moved ,i still love my lovely blog (: .first of all .
YOU ! you dont trust me .you dont have faith in yourself and me .i dont wna tell you everything that i wna say because i dont wna ,stress you up with this ,and your N's are coming .but if i post smth i feel a whole lot better .hmm ,you told me to be open but ?i'm trying ,but are you ?you dont .
nowz we dont have anything to talk on th phone when you call me .you just kept quiet .eversince you came back from overseas ,you changed a lot trust me .i'm tired of hearing of all these nonsense (: ,if you're seriously think we're not compatible then if you're willing you can let me go .
hun ,its entirely all up to you !
HELLO !
well ,i know i haven been posting ,but if you'll wna read my blog ,i've moved on to,
ERNIE-rantsandraves.tumblr.com !everything will be posted thr from now onwards !(: thanks !chao people ,ily ^^